I want to tell is, whatever u all do to me, i m just still cherish u as a ... Although it had been happen and pass adi how many dayz and dayz.The time i was just use my tears to pass those these.I also don't know what i had done and what should i do.It is how suffer do you all know?no...u wont,u all just is blame me what is my fault and don't even know how was my feeling?i couldn't be forget...i m not that types of people who are easily to let go all those thingz because i m just care too much about it~!It is not good at all to care in this way...just will hurting own-self and didn't bring any advantages to yourself! Maybe this is so call as stupid~! idiot~! I m just memory back again, again and again every night.If give me a chance to choose..i think i wish that, all will never happened.At least now, i m still happy me.But it is impossible.No return for me about this and u all never give me that chance to prove it.I don't have any choice and even speechless.But,i just know that i am totally done my best in this case.But,that is not only 1 side can be settle.It must be consider both side.I have never blame u all.But,i am just human,i have feelings and the strongly one some more.i am so happy with all those things that we have pass together at that time.Maybe i am not suitable and luck to do your ... I have try to think optimistically and forget it as well.But it is so so so so hard,because look like everyday i have to face....Maybe,maybe... i am not good enough so call as imperfect.But this is not my choice and i am truly believe that GOD create human there are no one will be perfect since human have been alive in this world even Adam and Eve.But,i am me~! I still have personality in my way and i have right to voice out what i feeling that are bury in my deep heart and i have no one can let me voice out even understand me.If give to u,i think u will do the same and even more overly.I have tolerate too much on this~!Now is just simply said since i cant sleep At last,i din mention anyone are involved in my blog and i hope no misunderstanding in what i want to express. i just wanna to voice out in blog and i think this is my right~!
Thankz and appreciate for understanding me and sorry for any inconvenience and misread.
I ♥ U all as...even what u do to me,although is sad~but i really not easily to let it go and truly cherish that,..but i can find sometimes happy in ... hehe
sorry dear ♥friends, i open this blog originally is to share to all about when the time i was in japan on January. Till now,it was pass 7 months already. But i promise to all i will share it ASAP.^.^
